Lost in a daydream.

I know it's late. & I have an 8am lecture later on, but I just want to record bits and pieces of my thoughts now, before I can sleep in peace.

If she's better for you, I'd rather it be status quo. & I'll be status quo, forever walking in circles never getting out.

You guys sound compatible though, one subservient and the other mildly chauvinistic. Why do I sound like I'm convincing myself to give up already?

One thing is right - I really need to figure out what I want before doing anything rash. I need to be so sure about this.

But it all boils down to taking that leap of faith. Guess I shall worry about that later.

Thank you for telling me things my dear.